i've come to a realization..i'm miserable here. it's not miami, it's not the weather, it's my mom. i can't live like this.. i can't live my life this way. i'm not happy here.. i don't know how many ways i can put it. why should i stay and tolerate this? our mother daughter relationship is not getting any better as i thought it would..
it's getting worse.
i've given up..i think it's time to move on. i thought nearly two years of not seeing her would be ok..but nothing has changed since i've been back. well, at least i know that. i think it's time for me to really move to iceland. not 4 years from now but..now. or as soon as my paperwork goes through which might take awhile. (about 3 months) i can pick up the language while i'm there..and be truely happy. all gudni and i want is to be together..
i'm gonna make that happen.
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