crickets

I haven't written in this blog for awhile. I got a little lazy, and some things I really wasn't ready to discuss. I guess it's not so much of a big deal now. hmm, so where should I start? I talked to German boy yesterday and that was nice. He's starting college in Berlin so he's got his own place and everything. He'd much rather me come to Germany. I definitely plan to. I don't know when though..perhaps next year. I do want to go to Iceland again, and I have no problem dropping another thousand for another trip to Europe. It's all worth it to me. get me out of here.
I remember it was with Felix that I told him I was to go to Iceland back in highschool. He thought I was crazy. There's no way I could blame him though, in a way, I didn't really believe it myself. I'm glad to make a dream reality. If this is possible, then other things in life may be possible as well. I don't think I should doubt myself to often. I have no idea where I'm headed. .On to other experiences. ..

I've been seeing imaginary crickets out of the corner of my eye lately. and no I'm not crazy. It's just I've been overcome with a cricket invasion in my room, I've seen about 3 over the past 2 days. And a spider. I know it's because I keep the door open sometimes when I go outside, or even when the day is nice enough. I had to kill two yesterday. I felt kind of bad, I hope nothing happens to me in the grand scheme of things..but I just don't like insects..in my room. :o/